Shame of Me : Arwa Kaid Johar

P o e m

If I ignored all their words,

If I did not let it hurt,

Would I still be in shame of me?


If I lived for the better, 

Didn’t wish to be another,

Would I still be in shame of me?


If I believed what they tell me.

If I saw myself clearly.

Would I still be in shame of me?


If the kids stopped talking,

If they all stopped mocking.

Would I still be in shame of me?


If they told me that they loved me,

That I possessed true beauty.

Would I still be in shame of me?


If their pride was in shame,

If they lost at their own game.

Would I still be in shame of me?


If the right kept winning,

If the birds kept singing.

Would I still be in shame of me?


If the stars stopped shining,

If the weak stopped crying.

Would I still be in shame of me?


If the world was crumbling,

If I was there witnessing.

Would I still be in shame of me?


Now I ask myself tonight.

Erase the wrong, erase the right.

Why am I in shame of me?

(The author has his own study and views)